.March 17, 2006 ' 16:44 Y
hello hello. update update. went to school yesterday. had sec 2 camp thingy. gloria, roxane, valerie, sharifah, onnisa, sabrina and sebestian were there too. some of us were in charge of ice breakers. had 3 games in mind but could only play one instead. really fun. played jacobs ladder. the sec 2s were awesome. in a way. can say they were sporting enough luh huh. hah. stayed on to help out with the team building. mood went downhill. mood swiiiiiiiing..!!!! went out at night. we went to watch the stars and moon at the park. beautiful. went back home and fell asleep. i love you.
suppose to be out for sentosa today but somehow plans didnt go right? i dont know. they planned for ice skating instead. i didnt join them. so extra. heh. have fun anyways. (: and sarah's feeling whootsadaisy. JENG JENG!!! wahahaha..!! i'm like counting down till the time.. JENG JENG JENG!!! HAHA! sigh.
take me away. pack me up in a box and throw me into the sea. i dont like feeling like this. now i'm making the decision to leave. or rather someone take me away. i wanna get out of here. i've said it once i dont like feeling like this. I HATE IT! shut the fuck up ; thats how i feel whenever i'm around. follow me when i leave? if not dont leave with me if you dont want to. find me when i'm gone its not what i want right now. bitch ; thats what people are thinking of me now.
happy ; not at the moment. i'm sorry. angry? i dont know. itll be dumb to get angry. frustrated? maybe. but itll be over soon. i hope. aiya. whatever luh. this is not the first time. getting used to it. i think. venting my thoughts and frustrations on my dearest jie. (: thank you. but its not enough. i cant say it OUT!! nvm. nvm. nvm... GROOOOOWWWWLLLLL!!! buhbye people.
have fun. the holidays are ending. (: take care.
SITY KAY!